Most of my audios are pretty clearly gentle femdom. I usually just start recording with some vague idea or feeling and see what words come out of my mouth. I am a fountain of smut! The pervy language just flows from my lips, usually with lots of “good boys” included.
Last night, though, I started out with an idea of an audio of a next door neighbor coming over and seducing him, and somehow it turned into a cuckquean audio!
I suppose cuckqueaning is still under the femdom umbrella, at least if you’re the cuckcake, which I played in this audio, teasing the man about how his wife might find out about us, hows much better I was than her, and what she would do and say and feel if she caught us. But that’s a little more F/f than I’m used to talking about! I’m used to sweetly embarrassing and humiliating men–not women!
In all honestly, although I don’t have a cuckold kink, I DO have a bit of a cuckquean kink, and I’m not the big letter in that fantasy! I can’t say exactly why. I’m sure it has something to do with exorcising feelings of insecurity, but I find the idea of being slightly humiliated seeing my partner with someone else quite hot.
However, I would likely NEVER do it in real life–not with the humiliation aspect. I’m simply too insecure, and I don’t think I would like it. The fantasy is hot. It’s fun to talk about during sex or think about when I’m spending some time with my trusty vibrator. But in reality? Nope. Too scary. Some fantasies are best left as fantasies.
That doesn’t mean that I don’t find it hot to watch a partner have sex with someone else, but I want to feel in control or at least simply a voyeur watching a show put on for me. I don’t want to feel belittled.
Anyway, this is an unusual audio recording in that if you’re into the premise, I think it’s one that both men AND women could enjoy–whether they fantasize about cheating or being cheated on, and even threatened with discovery. Give it a listen if you’re into that sort of thing. 😉